suddenly i felt like giving up.

yes, i noe its wrong of me to torture you with those blades and knife.

guilt engulfed my world like no one's business after knowing that ure hurt.
-but im fine now :) can see that u're too. :)
perhaps just by looking from the surface and acting as if u understood everything can be a major unsolved puzzle.
ow well , im chickening out, as u can see.
im scared.

lets get this grieving n solemnising process over with aite wa.

so ,

may u hev all the joy of the world.
trip-ing.trip-ing.*
im sorry.

God bless u.